Jirni Commission...somewhere!But Not at home

In 2021,it's been 7 years that I'm waiting a commission by Paolo Pantalena => a cover quality piece and 2 sketchbooks with sketches inside.I was able to get some messages last years and he said he had shown me the sketches and that I saw the commission on his FB page...Ok so the commission wasn't finished and he forgot...and I've never seen anything from both sketches.He said that I'm harrassing him...yes sure 2 à 3 times a year...that's normal when I've bought something and I want some news.He said if I go again on social media,I will keep the art...OK now I don't want the art anymore.He hurt me too much and I feel like the commission wasn't made for me.So I hope by sharing a post,it will motivates him to get all my money back.I'm sad to make it this way but I don't feel that he was honest with me and respect me.If you have any advices,I will be happy to get one.Thanks!

PS: I really love this piece.Paolo is still, for me an amazing artist so doing that to him is really painfull but I'm missing some ideas and I need the wait to end.The last message he sent me was on the 12th July 2019.