Wireless part 1, page 6

"Every night I would walk the perimeter. It was a way to get my field hours out of the way in a non-hostile zone. The rules of engagement state to shoot on sight.But the rules didn't account for my heart... ...pounding in my ears. Am I killing this man for security or for revenge? Am I a patriot or a murderer? I thought about my mother and my grandmother and... ...I hesitated. I failed them. ---I'm not here to hurt you, lieutenant Gitelman, I'm here to change your life !---"